my feelings

my feeling i haven't never talked to anybody about my feeling until this time. the love s important for me. the love is not an empty word. the love to forget yourself and it whom you love it to be it. the love never say with tongue. the love to live in heart and to say with eyes.i haven't never say to anybody that "i love you" until this time. if i will say with tongue i must to be with her heart to heart and eye to eye. if i will say to someone that "i love you" you must to know that i want to live with her until endless. i want to say "i love you" only a person during my life. i want to live with her during my life and after i dead i want to be together with her in heaven too. i had a imagination before i met you. this imagination that to marry someone. she s beauliful, understanding, lovely, Well-behaved, Well-mannered and she live in islam. she do all command of islam. and she never go out a man. i looked for her long time but i didn't find her. then i ran out of my hope and i think i never will not find her. that day i praied to Allah i beged to Allah i said that i was tired to look for her, you know everything, you introduce me and her. and i slept. that day i met you firstly. i said myself that is she this girl. maybe Allah accept my pray. and i began to wait and i worked to recognize you. priority i was happy for you re a muslim. because this s most important. later i went on to recognize and i love you. then i understand that you love me. i m happy for this.but:when i met first with you my purpose teached to you the islam. but now our relation come to different point. we re doing wrong a thing that opposite to command of islam. if you say what s wrong thing. is it love? no the love s not opposite commeand of islam. wrong thing that a man whom he s in love and a girl whom she s in love but they aren't married that they mustn't talk alone about love. i know you dont understand this matter but you believe me this s true. maybe you must ask to rabia about this matter. maybe she can explain this matter better than me. i so so sorry. you must know that it s so difficult for me. any more; afer this time we dont talk to with you alone in msn. this s opposite to commend of islam. you will understand to me when you learn to islam better. now i want from you that you learn islam very good. then we will together until endless and we will so happy until endless. i leave to you 3 thing that you find me with they.1 the voice of your heart: listen voice of your heart.2 the dreams: follow your dreams.3 the books and islam: read books that i send its and read and read.this 3 thing will bring you to me never forget i love you so much. i wrote you to my heart. i will wait you until you come to memy heart will not give up from you, dont afraid your love will not finish in my heart if you want this love will go on forever.you believe this man always love you

Tengo tanto miedo que perderte

Estoy muy feliz pero ademas estoy triste

Estoy feliz porque eres bien

Estoy triste porque no puedes recordarme

si no me recuerdas no sé que hago

no puedo vivir sin ti por que sin ti no soy nada

tengo tanto miedo que perderte

creo que me recuerdas porque me prometes que no olvidarme nunca

si quieres recordarme no me buscas en tu mente porque estoy en tu corazon.

a mi preguntas en tu corazon creo que te responda y te comenta a mi muy bien.

no me conoces pero tu corazon me conoce perfecto.

me has enviado una cancion alguna vez

quiero que cantame esta cancion otra vez.

Te amo mucho Jessica (Sevval Nur)

Siento que te conozco hace tiempo
De otro milenio, de otro cielo
Dime si me re recuerdas aún
Sólo con tocar tus manos
Puedo revelarte mi alma
Dime si reconoces mi voz
Siento que me desnudas la mente
Cuando me besas en la frente
Dime si traigo marcar de ayer
Sólo con tocar tus manos
Puedo revelarte mi alma
Dime si reconoces mi voz
Siento que te conozco
Siento que me recuerdas
Dime si reconoces mi voz

NERDESİİİİİİİİİİİİN?

dónde estás corazón?
ayer te busqué
entre el suelo, y el cielo, mi cielo
y no te encontré
y puedo pensar que huyes de mi
porque mi silencio una corazonada
me dice que si

dónde estás corazón?
ven regresa por mi
que la vida se me vuelve en ocho
si no estás aquí
y quiero pensar
que no tardarás
porque en el planeta no existe
más nadie a quien pueda yo amar

dónde estás corazón?
ayer te busque

dónde estás corazón?
y no te encontré

dónde estás corazón?
saliste de aquí
ay buscando quien sabeque cosastan lejos de mi
y puedo pensar
y vuelvo pensar
que no tardarás
porque en el planeta
no existe más nadiea quien pueda yo amar
te busqué
en al amario
en al abecedario
debajo del carro
en el negro en el blanco
en los libros de historia
en las revistas
y en la radio
te busqué hastaen mis canciones

26 ağustos 2009 hayatımın en güzel günlerinin başlangıcı olacaktı.
çünkü sen burda olacaktın, en sevdiğin çiçeklerle karşılayacaktım seni,
ve en güzel duygularımı paylaşacaktım seninle,
hayatımın seninle ne kadar anlamlı olduğunu söyleyecektim.
sana istanbulu gezdirecektim, ve istanbulu anlatacaktım sana,
seninle o kadar çok şey yapacaktım ki...

ama şimdi sen yoksun,
şimdi nerde olduğunu bile bilmiyorum, ve bu beni çılgına çeviriyor.
nerdesin ne yapıyorsun, neden bir haber yollamıyorsun bilmiyorum
iyi misin yoksa, başına bir şey mi geldi bilmiyorum.
ne olur bir haber yolla bir şey söyle bir işaret ver ki,
en azından iyi olduğunu bileyim, nerde olduğunu bileyim.

seni o kadar çok özledimki...
sensizlik inan ki çok zor, artık dayanamıyorum sensiz olmaya,
ne olur beni sensiz bırakma..
ne olur beni sensiz bırakma..
seni o kadar çok seviyorum kiii..