my feelings

my feeling i haven't never talked to anybody about my feeling until this time. the love s important for me. the love is not an empty word. the love to forget yourself and it whom you love it to be it. the love never say with tongue. the love to live in heart and to say with eyes.i haven't never say to anybody that "i love you" until this time. if i will say with tongue i must to be with her heart to heart and eye to eye. if i will say to someone that "i love you" you must to know that i want to live with her until endless. i want to say "i love you" only a person during my life. i want to live with her during my life and after i dead i want to be together with her in heaven too. i had a imagination before i met you. this imagination that to marry someone. she s beauliful, understanding, lovely, Well-behaved, Well-mannered and she live in islam. she do all command of islam. and she never go out a man. i looked for her long time but i didn't find her. then i ran out of my hope and i think i never will not find her. that day i praied to Allah i beged to Allah i said that i was tired to look for her, you know everything, you introduce me and her. and i slept. that day i met you firstly. i said myself that is she this girl. maybe Allah accept my pray. and i began to wait and i worked to recognize you. priority i was happy for you re a muslim. because this s most important. later i went on to recognize and i love you. then i understand that you love me. i m happy for this.but:when i met first with you my purpose teached to you the islam. but now our relation come to different point. we re doing wrong a thing that opposite to command of islam. if you say what s wrong thing. is it love? no the love s not opposite commeand of islam. wrong thing that a man whom he s in love and a girl whom she s in love but they aren't married that they mustn't talk alone about love. i know you dont understand this matter but you believe me this s true. maybe you must ask to rabia about this matter. maybe she can explain this matter better than me. i so so sorry. you must know that it s so difficult for me. any more; afer this time we dont talk to with you alone in msn. this s opposite to commend of islam. you will understand to me when you learn to islam better. now i want from you that you learn islam very good. then we will together until endless and we will so happy until endless. i leave to you 3 thing that you find me with they.1 the voice of your heart: listen voice of your heart.2 the dreams: follow your dreams.3 the books and islam: read books that i send its and read and read.this 3 thing will bring you to me never forget i love you so much. i wrote you to my heart. i will wait you until you come to memy heart will not give up from you, dont afraid your love will not finish in my heart if you want this love will go on forever.you believe this man always love you